Despite the power and wisdom, have you ever considered you might be on the wrong path? Are you happy?

The power and wisdom are quite limited I assure you. I’m
just a fool who knows a few tricks.

Do I doubt my own path? All the time. I think everyone
should. It has evolved much over the years. But I am human and I often stick to
principles for far too long even after I have evidence to the contrary. I
sincerely believe, however, that the less I fear the more my life and my
practice changes for the better. So far, I have not regretted going down this
dark and hidden road. I have done and seen so many things I would not have done
otherwise.

I believe that happiness is over rated. Are we supposed to
be happy all the time? Shouldn’t we be content to just be? I’m not miserable
and unhappy the majority of the time. Does that count?