Is there any sign that my depression will lift and my willpower to move forward with my life will return soon? (And yes, I’m on my way to donate!)

I don’t know if you got a chance to donate, but I have a
feeling you really need this now.

X Fortune

You will find yourself with an opportunity that reignites
your hope and imagination. Do not despair, good things are coming. However, he
aware that the bad times will come back eventually, but you will be better
prepared to handle them.