magicalrecord:

5/18/2015

Came to the conclusion today that it was time to start looking for a new job. There are things I like about my job, but the frustrations have overtaken the joys. So I threw down some tarot, using the LMDQ deck, just the majors.

Here’s how I see it.

Fortune – One of the reasons why I find it difficult to give up the job I have is because I feel so fortunate to have it. A massive career change for a man in is forties is a minor miracle, or major magical working ;). Finally being paid what I used to get ten years ago has been awesome. But that doesn’t mean it won’t get better. 

Justice – Part of my job has to do with the justice system. The part I hate. I think this also telling me that the stress from my job is eating up all my energy for magick and writing, and it’s time to put it back in balance.

Empress – The fruition of one’s creative endeavors. Also, a happy wife. A desire to make her happy has been gnawing at me, and I don’t think my present job is it.

All told, a positive reading. I believe I shall endeavor to find new employment.

Are the grimories for sale?

Can you name a specific book you are looking for? Most old grimiores are freely available on the internet. Unless you are looking for good commentary. I recommend anything by Jake Stratton Kent.

magicalrecord:

5/11/2015

It’s just like being a lazy, couch potato all winter, then deciding to run  a marathon in the spring. Dizzy. Light-headed. And my new vaping habit has not helped with my breathing.

Fuck it. IOTNA Moot, here I come.